Psalm 31:9-16 • Isaiah 50:4-9a • Philippians 4:5-11 • Mark
14:1-15:39
“Eloi,
Eloi, lema sebachthani? . . . My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? . . . Then
Jesus gave out a loud cry and breathed his last. And the curtain of the temple
was torn in two from top to bottom.” (Mark 15:34, 37)
For years this scene troubled me. The
words—first in Aramaic, Jesus’ language—and then in my language, haunted me. It
bothered me that just moments before dying on the cross, Christ Jesus, the Son of God, might have believed himself abandoned by my
God, his God, his Father. Then I learned that the words reported by Mark appear
also as the opening words of an ancient prayer (Ps.22:1)
Essentially the same words are reported by Matthew
(Matt: 27:46) and read in the Lectionary’s Year A. In Luke, the dying Christ’s last words:
“Father, into your hands I commend my spirit,” (Luke 23:46) echo another
psalmist (Ps 31:6). John’s approach seems different. The words he reports from
the Cross are conversations with those at the Cross, and finally a simple: “It
is finished.” (John19:30)
With reflection, I now see the words from the
cross as a comforting prayer, an impassioned and natural conversation with God—in
everyday language, celebrating the historical presence of God among His people,
and, as in Psalm 31, acknowledging feelings of desperation when life seems
spent with grief and fear is on all sides, yet trusting and rejoicing assuredly
in the guiding hand of God.
The passion is not lessened but the desperation I
once heard has been replaced by the breath of the prayerful. In my head I now
hear in that final cry the words from Psalm 31:
“But as for me, I trust in you, O Lord. . . . You are my God. . . . Make
your face shine upon your servant. . . (Ps
31: 14,16). And I see His face shining, with nothing separating Father from
Son, Lord God from Christ Jesus.
Lord God, in your gracious love, you have shown us
the way to Peace. Let the same mind be in me that was in Christ Jesus that in
all ways I can pray with trust in you, my God, and act in love. Amen.
—Jarrett Millard
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